~You are for me~

Sometimes life can be tough. Here recently, a lot has happened in my life and I don't
know why...I do know that no matter what trials and tribulations come, that I am holding
steadfast to Jesus, no matter the cost. I don't want to explain everything that has happened
because I don't want you to feel bad for me, so I won't say. I know that there are many
more people going through so much more than I ever have. I have much to be thankful for!
No matter how tough this life may be I will/we can remain faithful till the end. No matter
where God leads me, I say "yes," even if it may be painful, His will is always best. I
don't think God gives us pain and suffering, but He does use all terrible things to work out
for our good. Our job is to trust, obey and after having done all things to stand firm until
the coming of Jesus. I know that God is for me and not against me. Even when I doubt
in Him or myself, I know down within me that He is in ultimate control. I just need to
trust and be confident in myself and in Him, and in who He has called me to be at this
time in my life. There are so many questions which I wish I knew that answer's, but
right now, I don't know. That's where God comes in. He open's and closes doors in my
life. At times I wish He would just make all my dreams come true and I get inpatient. I
have to then calm down and think about what He wants me to do now and maybe the
dreams I have are from Him and He will make them come true, or He might just change
my dreams!? I don't know what's in store for me. All I do know is that God is for me and
not against me. He will never forsake me in my weaknesses...and for that I am happy and
thankful!